My Life with ALS and FTD

My life with ALS and FTD

By Sreedharan Nambiar (Raj)


ALS with FTD is the cruelest of diseases, relentless and unpredictable. It's an especially complicated and challenging form of the disease and our understanding of it is still evolving.

Doctors and researchers are increasingly recognizing that many people with ALS also experience cognitive changes consistent with FTD.

Friends, I am living with ALS/FTD.

Indeed, as many as half of those with ALS exhibit behavioral changes or a decline in language skills similar to those observed in behavioral variant FTD or primary progressive aphasia. Conversely, a large number of people diagnosed with FTD, also develop motor symptoms consistent with ALS.

ALS can present in myriad ways, with weakness in any segment of the body. Roughly a major part of patients present with limb weakness, and some people present with bulbar weakness (trouble speaking or swallowing), and a small number present with respiratory insufficiency. Similarly, FTD can manifest early on as a predominantly behavioral syndrome or as a disorder of language; these patterns of disease can look very different. Both ALS and FTD can have variable disease courses as well.

ALS is unpredictable – it can first manifest in any part of the body, then spread in a variety of patterns. One common presentation is when weakness starts in one arm: It will then spread to the opposite arm, then to the leg on the side of the body where it initially started. But it is harder to predict when respiratory or bulbar muscles may become involved. In both ALS and FTD, the speed of progression can be variable and is hard to predict. The best predictor of rate of progression is the patient’s individual history, as the rate of progression tends to remain constant within an individual.



I have tripped and fallen several times and wondered if this was a common problem in ALS. Additionally, I have developed muscle cramps in my legs. The neurologist, first believed that the Medication for gout most likely caused the cramps. He prescribed some other to counteract them and discussed adding prednisone, a steroid, to treat my apparent leg weakness.

The doctor, at last, determined that the results of my examination were consistent only with a diagnosis of ALS with FTD; no other diagnostic considerations would account for all of my symptoms and signs. However, other conditions could potentially account for some of my symptoms, so additional tests will be needed to rule out those diagnoses.

The evaluation indicated progression in other symptoms. I spoke rarely, and when I did my words were nearly unintelligible; I sometimes, continuously looked to my wife to speak for me.

And today,  my physical condition deteriorated rapidly. Throughout my journey with ALS and FTD, I hoped for a peaceful death. Still is my hope...!


Thanks for reading

Sreedharan (Raj)

Author is a Dear Friend of mine, worked for Indian Parliament, Fine Photographer, Retired in April 2018 due to this illness. Lives at present in Kerala. I came to know Raj very recently through Satvider's ALS group and he is the person primarily responsible for this site and  major portion of its contents. Although he is going through some tough times, I am sure he will come through and fight this illness bravely.

2 Replies to “My Life with ALS and FTD”

  1. It feels emotional to read your story. It is really the outstanding strength and your courage which helping to live the days of ALS journey. Only you can understand. May God bless you with miraculous health, and wish that someday we at ALS community can say” a new life after my ALS cured” as the last statement of obes’s story after meeting with this life changing disease and it’s challenges.

    Congratulations and thanks to Prem sir for creating this wonderful platform and website for ALS patients collaboration and support.

  2. June, 24, 2023 Extremely sad to know that Raj left us this evening after a brave and unbelievably commendable fight with this terrible illness. Over the years we have experienced many beautiful and memorable moments and helped each other in extending positive messages to enjoy life. Today I feel helpless and all i can do is to wish Raj an eternal rest. May you rest in peace. Om Shanti – You friend Prem Puthur

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